Ah the holy month of ramadan has arrived.
It started the 11th of august.
Today is like the 4th or 5th day and I feel like it's
going to get harder everyday. :/ But hey its relgion
For those of you who don't know what ramadan is:
1.It's a holy month in the muslim relgion
2. You fast--> So no food, water or gum!
3. OMG! For how long? Well, everyday for one month from sunrise to sunset.
4. So I stop eating at sunrise and eat at sunset
5. It's one of the most important holidays ever!
I know what you are probably thinking... "Wow! that's alot! Why would you even do that? or Don't you feel like your gonna pass out?"
Ha ha ! I get asked so many questions during this time of the month :)
I love this holiday. <3 TONS!
If you believe in god he will help you get through everything :)
Ramadan Mubarak to everyone :)
Ramadan
Stupid People.
I hate it when people act so nice towards you when they want something.
Then later, they lie to you and take you out of the picture.
Stupid people, your gay. Go get a life. I'm not stupid and I know that you guys are lying everyday :)
Just wanted to let you know your stupid and bye bye :)
The Best of the Best.
This is my 50th blog!!!
WOOO!
Anyways, 7 eleven has really good slurpee's!
They always have different flavors and some of them suck and some are good.
But lately they have had this flavor Goji Berry...OMG! AMAZING!
The best flavor I have ever drank/tasted.
Its berry like with a hint of bubble gum and ahhh do I love it.
I literally crave it everyday. It's like the best refreshment :)
I took a picture of it for you guys ha ha It's an XL :D
Every 5 Seconds
Every 5 seconds my cell phone rings. When my cell phone rings its telling me I have a text. Well, Its good that I have a text lol..but all of them are from twitter. OMG! I subscribe to someone and holy cow they are posting tweets every freaking second like they have no life.
I leave my phone on high volume at night incase someone calls me. So I have my twitter tweet stuff to stop sending at 10pm. It hits 12 and my phone goes wild and its a freaking tweeet! ahhh! Aggravating aggravating!
So I now am going to cancel my phone tweet things! Thanks alot over tweeters :|
Maybe I am thinking that I should stop following the over tweeters lol.
Maybe so, Maybe so.
Oh look my phone rings again!
AHHHH!
Who you are.
A message from me to you:
You cant have people tell you who you are.
No one can tell you what you can be or what you can do.
You are the boss of you. You make you.
Dont ever let someone put you down.
Sticks and stones may break your bones but words may never hurt you.
Well they may. But don't pay attention.
Be who you are not what others want you to be.
You are you. Not someones idea of you.
Be you.
Ah Mosquitos how much I love you...not
Oh mosquitos you have comeback to my life.
How much I have not missed you.
I got my first mosquito bite of the summer and thought I would share it.
Here is the bad boy (a very itchy one too). It's swollen about the size of a quarter. :( eh..
Yesterday is not today.
Yesterday is not today. Everything yesterday was forgotten. I moved on to better things.You dont want to leave but face it, you should be facing what is happening
today. Move on with your life. Nothing will get better. Instead of insisting to stay in the past. Look at what is going on now. Nothing. Man up to what has happened and except the fact that we have changed. Im sorry I dont know what to say.
Around my Backyard
Today I was sitting in the backyard and happened to have my camera with me so I decided to take random pictures. Enjoy my so what tour of what I have in my backyard :)
Hey There Summer time :)
Just wanted to welcome the summer back into my life.
Thank you for the beautiful green grass.
Thank you for the beautiful flowers
Thank you for your heatttt!
I was sick of cold.
Welcome back! :)
Avatar Pt 2
OMG!
OMG!
OMG!
Ok, So i watched avatar. AmAZING
I have never loved a movie so much!
I was so happy at the end.
AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING
Who ever has not seen it go rent it!
Good job to the director
Good job!
AHHH! I loved it :)
Avatar Pt 1
Ok so I am about to see avatar.
Kind of excited... Why you ask kinda?
Well because its so freakin long. Everyone keeps telling me
it's amazing! :) But It has all that kind of dragon stuff and
ya know...I am more of a funny, sad, scary kind of movie girl.
But I will watch it and I will post a blog Pt 2 and Tell you what I thought
of the movie.
:)
Graduation
Today was graduation.
It was sad.
I am going to miss all of my senior friends :(
I wish them all luck in thier future!
I am an official senior baby!
Class of 2011 What?! Hell Ya!
1 month!
WOW! I havent posted a blog for one month!
I have had no time at all.
Thank god for summer! Yay :)
So to catch you up:
1. Went to prom----> Had a blast!
2. Got my ACT scores----> a 19! Beat the school average :)
3. Studied for finals :(
4. Made a board game and a scrap book for school
5. Tomorrow is graduation (Gonna miss all of them seniors)
6. Sunday= Grad party
So that is what happened in the begining of the month of may :)
I will try to post something everyday this summer ( hence the word try)
Have a goodnight dearests!
Much love.
Prom is on the way.
Prom is on the way! I must say prom is very stressful :\
It's hard to figure out stuff with Limos, dresses, dinner, tickets...UGH TOO much!
Everyone is stressing about it, and it's supposed to be a fun night!
Im kinda thinking that I don't want to go anymore :(
Dear God,
Dear God,
Please help me tomorrow. As you probably already know tomorrow is the ACT.
I'm worried that I will not do well. I have studied..You have probably seen.
But I'm just asking you if you could give me a bit more courage and guide me through the way. Thanks god :)
Hell Week.
This week is probably going to be the worst week of my life!
Monday : Study for math test \ Type stuff for relationships/ Do french 3 Hw.
Tuesday: Study HARDCORE for ACT :(
Wendsday: Take ACT / Go pick up dress/ Work
Thursday: Write French slam and memorize it :(
Friday-Sunday: Write/Finish my 10 Page essay on Death :(
No time for me :(
Hell week.
Rain..This is what I have to say to you.
Rain Rain go away just come back
another day, if you dont I dont care
I'll pull down your underwear :)
I Did It!
I Made it into Jazz Choir :) I'm So So SO happy :) I am probably the happiest girl in the world. I also got a interview this sunday for a job...Hopefully I get that too! *Fingers Crossed*
Been A Long Time...My readers
It has been a long time since I Have posted a new blog. I have been so busy with all my school work and other things. So whats new? Well next wensday I am going to take the ACT. AHHH! That is like the rest of my life right there :( Wah! Last Tuesday I found out that I got Jazz callbacks. Jazz is like the best choir! :D So today I did my call backs and sang a song by beyonce. I am so nervous...and a bit scared. I really want to be in this choir and I might find out if I am in tomorrow or well next week :( I cant wait that long <----Im so impatient lol. If I dont make it I will have to move on with my life..with a little bit of tears lol :'( *Crossing my fingers* I hope I do! I really Missed writing :)
The world of ice cream.
So today me and my best friend decided to go get ice cream after school. I have never really noticed how many weird types of ice creams there are. So me and her decided to sample them. So I tried this watermelon ice cream. It was pink and had chocolate chip seeds :) I must say that was one darn good flavor. Well really thpoint of this blog was to say that there are some freaking cool flavors out there and everyone should go out and experiment them. I'm sure you will find one flavor that may seem weird but it's amazing! ;)
I'm Glad we are becoming better friends
Throughout this year I have been feeling, that I have no one that I can talk to. No one that will comfort me and understand how I am feeling. These two gals have been there for me at good times and bad. They make me smile everyday :) I am glad they are my friends, and I am glad that we have been getting closer. Just wanted to say you two are very special in my life. Love ya. Oh..and thanks ;)
Music=The fuel for your soul
There are days you turn on your ipod or the radio and that certain song that comes on. That song might make you feel happy or it might make you think about things in the past, or even in the future. I believe that music is the fuel for our souls. It's the kind of thing that entertains you and comforts you in a way. Music always delivers a message to the listener. Without music I think everyone will mentally be shut down in a way. I think music is what keeps us going. Without music I'm sure I would be different than who I am today, with music.
I wish I never lost you...
Dear (Old) Best Friend,
You were my greatest friend, the one I could trust, the one I could rely on. I considered you my sister. I have known you for 5 years. You were the only friend I considered close to me, since I moved here. It was hard for me to trust anyone. You made that possible. We had so many good years and great moments. Were older now and soon we will be in college. Back then I thought I would never lose you as a friend...Lately you have drifted,drifted so far that you dont call me like you use to every single night just to tell me something. When I pass you in the hallway there is a rare chance that you will say "Hello." You think we are still the best friends we use to be, Because you have noticed nothing, no change, because you dont care. You say that you miss hanging out and that we need to soon. Everytime we try to hang out, you cancel on me for someone else. It's okay, I understand. Sometimes we have to move on. You go your way and I will go mine. I hope you have the greatest life and successed. I just wanted to let you know even though I have lost you...You were one of the greatest people in my life.
Love you.
You must have had a gross mind.
When I saw this picture I was super shocked! Why would you want to eat out of a toilet. Gross! Who knows where that toilet has been. They serve food in toilets in some Japan restaurants...Ha ha wow. Gross minds.
Dance Everyday.
This is a poem I wrote, cause I was bored. Don't think its amazing, its ok I guess. Just thought I would share it.
Dance Everyday
We can dance everyday
To the music of life
Grab my hand and let us twirl
In the Music of life
People may stare people may talk
But we will dance all night long
The stars will shine and the moon will light the way
Cause we can dance everyday.
Ape Mountain
I was looking through some pictures, and I found this one. I took it on the way back from the roadtrip..It looks like a ape on the top of the mountain...Focus and use your imagination to see it ;)
What does your dream mean?
Have you ever woken up, thinking about what your dream meant? I certainly have! Below are answers to your questions:
Animals
Animals may represent one's parents and their relationship to a parent in particular. Domestic animals usually denote good fortune whilst wild animals symbolize trouble, fears or even misfortune.
Baby
Babies generally denote a feeling of vulnerability, or need for love. If you see a pretty baby in your dream you will be fortunate. However, if the baby is ugly or displeasing to you, beware of the people around you, someone might not be worthy of your trust.
Blood
Blood symbolizes life, while in women it can also represent creativity. When red, blood symbolizes passion or violence. If you dream of losing blood you may be feeling exhausted. If you dream of causing someone to bleed, you may feel the desire to reduce their power.
Cats
Cats symbolize instinct and the female side of the self. If you see a cat in your dreams it might be a sign of developing your intuitive powers. However, if you are being attacked by a cat, beware of fake friends. If there’s a cat screeching in your dream, beware of gossip. A purring cat promises happiness.
Car
Cars generally symbolize power, status and vitality. Pay attention to what your feelings were about the dream? Was it a pleasant journey? Was it a luxurious car or an old clunker? Who was driving? Where the car takes you may represent where your life should be going. If the journey was stressful or ended up in an accident your dream may be a warning to change course in waking life before disaster strikes.
Cheating
If your dream included you cheating on your partner it might be a sign of guilt, or even your need to explore your sexuality. If your partner is cheating on you in your dream this might indicate inner fears of abandonment or lack of self-esteem.
Cross
Usually represents great balance in your life. It might also indicate a crossroad in your life about an important decision. It may also be a sign of something coming to an end in your life, like a relationship, a job etc.
Death
Dreaming of death may simply symbolize your anxiety about dying. However death in dreams is more often a sign of changes in one's life, since resurrection comes after death. A dead person in a dream may be relevant to past relationships with that particular person. If the dead person is you, this might indicate an exhausting and unpleasant life condition; spend some time for your self and let go of everything that stresses you.
Dogs
Dogs generally symbolize male energy A friendly dog indicates domestic peace and happiness. A vicious dog may be a sign of upcoming health or financial trouble. A fierce dog or a dog attacking you suggests untrustworthy friends or trouble within friendships. A howling dog warns of separation from loved ones. A nervous dog straining at the end of a leash may indicate that you are fed up with a problem. A dog barking happily indicates pleasing social recognition, but if it is barking fiercely, you are being warned of possible legal troubles.
Falling
Dreaming of falling may represent the fear of letting go of something or someone, or the loss of control in a situation.
Fire
Fire may symbolize various things; sexual or extreme emotions, great passion, hate, anger, need for transformation, need to get rid of things that make you a worse person, or even an actual fever. Dreaming of your house being on fire may indicate a feeling that your life is 'going up in flames'.
Flying
Flying indicates a need for freedom or search for love, fortune or a place in life and generally symbolizes your strong mind and will. Flying in dreams is usually a good omen of overcoming obstacles and finding happiness. If you are flying with ease and enjoying the landscape below, then it suggests that you are on top of a situation. Difficulties in flight might indicate lack of control. If you feel fear when you are flying it suggests that you are afraid of challenges and success.
Hair
Hair usually represents conscious knowledge or the lack of it. As Freud said abundant hair may signify virility or male sexuality. Cutting hair may symbolize loss of power and self-esteem or even fear of getting old.
House
Different rooms within a house represent your varying emotions, ideas and complexes. Going upstairs symbolizes conscious thinking while the basement represents the unconscious mind. A new house represents financial security while an old house is a sign of a reunion or renewal of an old association. Building a house or seeing one under construction forecasts unexpected gain. Seeing a house being demolished indicates grief over a sudden loss.
Kiss
Was the kissing pleasant? This predicts happiness and contentment. Was it something meaningless and insincere? Then it indicates an untrustworthy friend or disappointment in a love affair. To dream of trying to avoid a kiss from someone you dislike symbolizes a vexing experience. If you dream about watching other people kiss it may indicate feeling lonely or unhappy in your own relationship.
Killing
Represents repressed anger. It may also indicate jealousy or a severe emotional stress during which you must make a huge effort to control your temper.
Lost
Dreaming of being lost indicates that you are lost in your life, something is missing. This could include love, career, and spirituality. Where you are lost, holds the solution to your problem.
Naked
Nudity may symbolize being caught off guard and unprepared for a challenge. It might also symbolize childhood innocence, freedom or a desire for sex or recognition. If you're feeling bad about your nudity it might indicate a vulnerability or a fear of being embarrassed and exposed. If no one else seems to notice your nudity, your fears are unfounded and you are simply making an issue out of nothing.
Running
Such a dream might indicate your need to escape from a situation. If you are being chased pay attention, the pursuer might be a part of your self that you avoid seeing. A dream of being unable to run indicates a lack of self-confidence. A more direct analysis of chase dreams is the fear of being attacked.
Sex
Sexuality in dreams depends on the emotions you get. If the feelings are pleasant it is very normal. However if the dream was disturbing you need to explore its meaning. A feeling of dissatisfaction might indicate that your love relationship needs to be renewed. If you dream of being raped it is symbolizing a betrayal of the most powerful kind.
Snakes
Snakes can symbolize temptation or even betrayal. A snake biting you indicates the betrayal of a friend or an enemy.
Teeth
Losing teeth symbolizes the fear of getting old or the anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. It also symbolizes change in one's way of thinking. Teeth also symbolize money. This theory is based on the tooth fairy story told to children that loose teeth.
Water
Water represents the unconscious self. Calm water is usually a sign of fortune, rough waters alert you to reconsider your actions. If you dream of deep water it might indicate that you are afraid of emotional involvement in a relationship. If you see your reflection in water your subconscious may be trying to draw your attention to an aspect of yourself. Waterfalls in a dream indicate energizing, healthy release of emotions and healing.
Top 2 Favorite Books
I usually don't like to read, but lately I have been finding some great books. I used to have have just one favorite book, but now I have too (Super exciting). The Color Purple by Alice Walker and Push by Sapphire. They are both great books! They also have movies based on them. I recommend reading them than watching the movies!
Loads of makeup-----> Bad
So today I'm walking down the hall and there was this girl with loads...I MEAN LOADSSS of makeup. I don't understand why some girls wear tons of makeup, they are only making themselves look worse. Being natural is beautiful and lately people haven't got the memo. Sometimes when I see girls with tons of makeup, I literally want to grab a spoon and scrape it off ( that's how thick it is). Ladies we are beautiful natural. I mean light makeup just to spruce yourself up I mean is not bad. Put pounds of makeup..ehhh. You are beautiful they way you are.
The New Year
Hello there!
I haven't posted a blog in a long time. I just wanted to say that this new year has already brought up some intresting stories. Stories that I am excited to share with you, the reader. I will try to blog everyday..."try" :) Im always so busy. So keep reading there are intresting stories ahead!
